I AM -
[x] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off of diet pills
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] under 100 lbs
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[x] say I'm skinny
[ ] say I'm ugly
[x] say I'm pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[ ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat to much
[x] wish I'd eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic, but are considering it I think

I WISH -
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[ ] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn't fat
[ ] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[ ] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic.. in a weird kind of way
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
[ ] working out

This is going to super tough BUT its defenately necessary for me to stick to the plan I made:

8th-20th dec fasting
21st and 22nd dec milk/juice or anything else thats little, so my body can cope with
23rd dec fasting
24th-26 december (not sure yet since Idk what the plans for my bf and me are)
27th till silvester-eve I'm going to fast again

Sorry if this sounds rediculous to some of you...
I'm hoping to lose 14-16lbs by sticking to the plan.. I have to do this and I promise myself NOT to binge or whatever